10-03-2016, 07:57 AM
(09-30-2016, 03:17 PM)taramarie Wrote: I have known that since I was a teenager. She is reckless, has a violent temper and when she does not get her own way entirely she throws a fit in order to control. She has always been that way. As you can see it is over the simplest things. I am apparently not allowed to walk around outside in socks. I just simply told her if you do not want them in the wash leave them. I will clean them tomorrow. No big deal. She just kept bitching and i told her calm down. That was when she said i wish you would stop being a bitch. I told her i wish you would stop freaking out over the slightest things and controlling every aspect of my life. This is the price I pay to stay under her roof to feed her as she cannot support herself. FML. Regarding trying to satisfy her dream I do try and i wonder why i bother sometimes. I never seem to make her happy and the choke-hold continues. It is like walking round eggshells to make her happy and proud of me that I am achieving what she wanted to do (she wanted to be an artist) as well as my own dream too. I do not know if she has a chemical problem. It is a mission to get her to the doctors in the first place. She is even more stubborn than Eric. Her way or the highway and her way is set in stone. To be honest she scares me. It took a lot of courage for me to finally stand up to her as i usually just do as I am told. I went into my room afterwards and decided to take up meditation. She will not infect me anymore.
If you are on Reddit, there is a board there called /r/RaisedByNarcissists I think you should subscribe to. Lots of posters there with situations like yours.
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